
I remember the time I met a lady the first time I was in Sweden, a land of christmas celebration, and she took me around their home and shown me their christmas tree. Although I already do get excited of christmas then, but I don´t think I really knew other traditions about it other than the big food preparations and giving and receiving christmas cards and gifts.
I asked her " Why do you purposely show your christmas tree, is it some kind of tradition?" And she answered " Well, it´s supposedly to make everyone happy, and I think it´s reason enough to try my best to make it as beautiful as I can every year and show it to everyone who comes by my home and make them happy!" Since then, every year I never failed to put up a tree and make it beautiful to show everyone who comes by my home and make them happy!
So it was actually sometime now that I also wanted to post it here to make everyone who pass by happy and tell about this lady and the christmas tree, but obviously I hesitated. Would Santa ever bother to come to our home and look at the tree if I post its picture here now? Today, I decided to bake a cake. I thought I´d try the chiffon cake my mother used to bake on occassions. I was then just a tiny little girl busy running around, while my mother tries her best with what she and other chinese friends learned about what the west called the chiffon cake.
The batter started to appear nicely, and smelled so good. And while bravely scraping some orange peals on the batter, because I´m actually allergic to it when it´s not yet baked, my mind suddenly cleared up. Those aromas reminds me of those time, when child and never question anyone, anything or Santa, but just happily show all the lovely dolls and toys, and believe I´d be getting again this year.
Yes, perhaps just like Chadao, its a road actually difficult to see where it is leading to, but oh ... the aroma of the baked cake I used to enjoy and never question. It´s not even its delicious taste later, or the happy sight of my father gulping it down later, it´s just an aroma to inhale, the sight of a cake slowly rising up, the beautiful christmas tree, supposedly to make everyone happy that very moment, is reason enough. I think it´s what they call faith, which sometimes, for a while one loses it .... but always it´s never too late to grab it again ....
Here our tree, supposedly to make everyone happy, and so I never stop to try my best, and with help of the family of course, to make it beautiful every year, and show everyone who passed by and hopefully enjoy it .....and with apology of neglecting friends while I´m too busy worrying if Santa is coming or not, I say: Happy Holiday and Tea to everyone!








