Photo: En Kopp Zen TehusI just returned from a trip, a short one, but I thought it was very exhausting anyway, as it is really autumn in Sweden now and cold. Anyway, I thought some tea would be just perfect. I eagerly opened the Oriental Beauty, Hsin Chu, summer 2009. As I was just opening, the aroma was already assuring me that I will not get dissapointed. Let´s see if that is right.

Brew 1: Smells like smoked leaves with honey. I´m already fascinated. This tea has such an intensive energy I thought.
Brew 2: Still smells and tastes like honey but only as after taste.
Brew 3: It is like the second, only dryer!
Brew 4: Less dryer, but then that almost red tea character it has, came intensively.
Usually It would have been enough, but it is a generous tea. It´s beautiful copper colored leaves are very inviting. Besides, it is giving me some blessful feeling, as 4 is actually only one of my favorite numbers. The others which this Oriental Beauty has amazingly reached are 2, 6, 8 and 9 !! What a tea!
Brew 5: Smelled like smoked cakes or caramels, and the taste of honey is more distinct.
Brew 6: I can´t believe it. Coffee!! ...with a little lemonlike sourness and honey flavor. Incredible.
Brew 7: Still coffee in flavor and this mild sourness, which slowly turns into sweet after some seconds. Strange, that it actually waits until some seconds!
Brew 8: Smelled and tasted like steamed leaves, and the subtance is I thought thicker. This time I am really feeling the tien, giving me such pleasure and energy I needed
Brew 9: Extraordinary, but am I tasting some straw sugar? Such good tea, and such sweetness yet only as after taste, which means a really tasteful pleasure only.
What a generous tea indeed. Almost like that of a mother or father wanting to give much to their children. Like its name Oriental beauty, it is giving me beautiful feeling anyway. And such coincidence, that several blogs I frequent were actually featuring tiny little creatures lately that is very cultivating to the motherly or fatherly instinct, I thought. I just could not help being happy looking at them anyway. Of course it is not only chubby asian children that awakes my own mother instinct, it´s just that in Sweden it is somehow difficult to openly express admiration, like in Asia, where you can just almost freely pick them up directly, as if they are one of your own children.
So writing some lines of admiration on those asian children came more naturally to me, knowing it would only make their parents proud. On the other hand with swedish children, I know I have to refrain a little and it actually took really a while for me to find the right tone as not to offend the parents that might be concerned. But by then, "the right tone" has already been edited to the point that my comment has really became so half heartedly, compared to the ones I made for the asian children.
I am saddened by my own lack of talent to handle this new situation in my life. I remember the first time I came to Sweden, and saw a baby. I ran towards the cradle and expressed how beautiful the baby is. I wanted to pick the baby up like I would have done in my homeland. In Asia this is natural that even helps connect mothers in between and take care of each other´s children as some sort of mutual trust, but my companion said "Don´t do that. You can´t do that in Sweden. You have to ask permission from the mother first".
Of course, I understood it is somehow for safety purposes, but I remember how it had felt to me like it´s the first part of me that I had to amputate away if I have to go on living in Sweden. And I did, because Sweden has many wonderful admirable customs that I love, and I thought it was worth the bargain. But I guess lately in the end, I actually felt the difference is leaning a bit too much on the edge of non-profitable, just because I didn´t have the courage to ask permission.
Browsing blogs is for me a learning. And these blogs featuring children lately has somehow given me back what I have bargained away before. And getting back what had been dearly lost is indeed a strength back in one´s soul. So earlier, probably out of lack of encouragement or something, I would not have done anything, other than just cutting off parts of me bit by bit, like I have done all these years, but while wanting eagerly to learn new things myself, I even happen to have read something which made me realized that as foreigner in this country .... maybe I may somehow allow myself to serve like a new members that is like fresh blood for an organism. ... bringing enthousiasm, curiosity ....., like written in the post.
So maybe in the future, I´ll try not to be scared off by as slight as some unwritten safety rules only which by itself positive, but continue asking permission to maybe slighty pat those tiny chubby cheeks, to assure these tiny children that someday they´re going to be great people. Give my thoughtful and sincere comment to picture of beautiful tiny angels. To remind myself to be braver, and be one of the concern parents of the future society?
Anyway, this is just some thoughts, after drinking my cup of Oriental Beauty. Not necessarily the best one, but sharing our most sincere thoughts perhaps somehow might indeed contribute to make this world become better everyday for everyone to live. And wouldn´t that make everyone´s cup of tea even better to taste too?